Standing alone like a warrior preparing for battle the Queen peers out the window at the spectacle before her. Her men who were assigned to her service since she became Queen all those years ago pledge allegiance to a new leader, the woman who murdered her husband. If she had any tears left to cry she would but truth is emotion left her the moment her husband died ; from that moment on her heart had turned to stone. The queen without emotion they would call her, a visible shell of her former self but how could she show how she really felt when that woman had stole her one true love to exact a ticket to the Autumn Throne? There was nothing she could do but stay chained to this iron tower, where the pretender’s guards and women surrounded her to stop her escaping. As if she would ever do that anyway when the only person that was worth escaping for was already dead? She knew that it wasn’t healthy to wallow in events best forgotten but sometimes she thought that if she never let ambition get hold of her, her husband would still be alive and this tower would be home to the murderess who claimed her Autumn Throne instead. To pass the time she gazed at portraits of all her lost loves, her children dead, her husband murdered, her sister drowned. She had noone left and intent on torturing herself further she settled into the confines of her mind and into the deep hollows of the past.
She had dreamed about the Autumn Throne since she was a little girl, knew that it was her destiny to continue her mothers legacy as Queen but it was a few years off yet. Her mother was still young and she was only eleven, by the time she would come to the throne she would be a grown woman, she was just a child still. But as fate would have it, destiny interceded and took her mothers life before her time. Her mother was just 42 and noone knew the circumstances of her death but her and it was a secret that she would take to her grave. No one could know the truth and for now the secret had been locked away in the hollowed cavities of her mind. Still at the age of 18 she was alone and afraid, with no one to guide her and teach her how to rule. She took to her new role with gusto, her people were counting on her and she wasn’t going to mess up her chance to continue the legacy of great rulers before her. The Autumn Throne had been ruled by her family for a century now and she wasn’t planning to feed her throne to the vultures that were circling. Becoming a queen made her become an adult and with no one to rely on but herself she made damn well sure that her subjects sat up and took notice. She may have been young but she was no fool.
In time the civil unrest between her subjects had dissipated into a faint murmur and she was secure in the knowledge that her rule had become a success. By the age of 22 she had brokered peace with the neighboring Queens who had been at war with her family for decades and at the age of 23 she found her one true love, the man who would become her prince consort until the end of her days. He was handsome, virile and passionately in love with her. Within months she became pregnant and as she came to her full-term, the whole court rejoiced at the prospect of the babe being born into peace, rather than the savage wars that had permeated the Autumn Throne for centuries. Deeply in love and blissfully content she settled into her new life as mother, wife and queen, showering her husband and child with bountiful gifts. Her family wanted for nothing and she would reward them with precious treats that their hearts craved. Her husband was a little older than she but even as she saw the deep-set wrinkles create cavernous marks across his once handsome face she loved him more and more each day. He might have been older but he had the heart of a youth and made her feel alive even when she entered her fourth decade on earth. She was forty now and supposedly wiser but she felt giddy, drunk on the poison of love.
For years the dissipating murmurs of discontent had been growing ever stronger until she could ignore them no longer. She had been oblivious and her subjects had become jealous of her public devotion to her husband and their growing brood of children. Because lets face it, every queen must know that family comes second and sovereignty comes first. But still she took no heed, dismissing it as petty talk that would amount to nothing until SHE came along. She was a sculpture of beauty, large blue eyes framed by dark lashes and long thick hair that cascaded like a waterfall down her back. Men fell at her feet and for the first time she realized that she was no longer beautiful. Time had been a cruel mistress and her face was marked with scars of age, she knew that it wouldn’t be long before her subjects sought a new object of affection. Gradually her husband, old enough to be this young thing’s Grandfather stopped coming home and she was forced to accept that SHE was the cause of all this. She had no proof though so she kept silent for the sake of preserving royal dignity. Her children were young adults now and had settled into their roles as Prince and Princesses, the last thing she needed was scandal to affect their futures. It was the youngest, Matilda who came to her with the news, ‘Papa is having an affair Mama, I saw it with my own eyes, under the royal staircase no less’. She needed not say no more and I felt the air leave my lungs and deprive me of oxygen, so it was true, I was right.
That Bitch had wormed her way into my husband’s affections and there is nothing I can do but sit and wait for the man I called my husband to come home. She is just a pretty toy and everyone gets bored of toys, or at least so I thought. At the two year mark, my husband and Prince Consort sought divorce told me he was in love with someone else. ‘She is young enough to be your Granddaughter’ I cried trying to make him see sense. But he didn’t listen and now he is dead, all because he left my side to be with that pretty, vain girl. Once the court had approved our divorce and I was consortless, she plotted with other Royalists to remove me from the Autumn Throne and succeeded. She manipulated my staff and turned them against me, told them to turn a blind eye while her people kidnapped me from my very own bed. I struggled against their pincing grasp but age had left me fragile of body and I was powerless to resist. They locked me up in the tower, tied me to the iron shackles that had become my home. “Where are my babies” I cried, they were gone too soon. That girl had become a woman and in that transition had murdered my children and she took great pleasure in telling me the gruesome details. How they thought it was my command that they die so this bitch could take my throne. They died hating me and a little part of me died inside. It was all part of her plan to claim the Autumn Throne as hers, this commoner, this pretender thought she could do my job? Hah, give over.
But she did and used my ex husband to get the throne. When he had served his purpose she had him killed , made me attend his beheading. Took great pleasure in seeing me in pain, laughed in my face when the deed was done. I have been in the tower ever since.
Prelude
Nestled in a bed of ombre leaves lies the key to the kingdom, a bittersweet reminder of love lost and gone, lives slaughtered, gone before their time. The Queens are long dead and the kingdom remains ungoverned, a wilderness of contempt and disdain for its people. Sovereignty has long been abolished and the monarchy no longer populates the imagination of our people, all that is left is keys turning to rust, lost in the mound of rich autumn leaves that circle the wet mounds of land above our feet. Question is will the autumn throne ever be regained?
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Dress: Chi Chi London / Sunglasses- Marks & Spencers / Headband- Primark / Earrings, Ring & Bangle- Majique / Watch- Sekonda / Bag & Shoes- Kurt Geiger
Kitty Morris says
That dress is absolutely gorgeous on you! Great story, I love the ‘ombre leaves’ line, really gives you a good image
Ana De- Jesus says
Thank you Kitty that means a lot, I love the dress too it is so beautiful but from Chi Chi you can’t expect any less. I am glad that you like the story too xx
theCuriousPixie says
Well you certainly look like a queen in that dress. Love the sunglasses, really suit you.
Ana De- Jesus says
Thank you so much hun, I would love to be a Queen. I love my sunglasses too they look great even in winter!
Cassandra Mayers says
Lovely to see a Chi Chi dress on someone 😀 always seen the dresses on the internet but they look better in real life 🙂
Ana De- Jesus says
Isn’t Chi Chi divine Cassie, its 100 % my favourite dress brand I am not going to lie! I think you would look amazing though hun!
Cecilia Keinapel says
Wow this dress is gorgeous on you! And the text is beautiful is it written by you or taken out from a movie? If you have written this you need to write a book. Fantastic! x
Ana De- Jesus says
Aw your so sweet thank you so much that means a lot, it is a gorgeous dress isn’t it?! Haha its not from a movie unless you call the magic inside my brain and then in that case yes! I used to write a lot of stories and poems as a kid, they tended to be semi-autobiographical musings about my struggles with identity and stories centered around abuse. I tend to write more fairytale sequences now though!
Megan Ogden says
You slay in that dress Ana! It makes you look like a part of the Royal Family, like you are a real queen. Beautiful.
Ana De- Jesus says
Aw thank you. My favourite Queen in history has to be Anne Boleyn so that it is a real honour to hear that. Sleep well hun xx
Northern Crumble says
Very strong story. Love the dress and as always the pictures are perfect
LAURA says
Did you write this story yourself? I was so entranced!! And you look beautiful – just like a Queen 🙂 x
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Jam and Tea Blog says
Queen Ana looking lovely as usual! I really love the print on that dress.
Fashion and Style Police says
You look great Ana. Love the dress so much. The story was a fab read too.
LaaLaa says
Oh you’ve changed your blog!? Looks good. Beautiful story as always, you’ve got a beautiful imagination and creative way of doing your posts. This outfit is very elegant xo
Anosa says
As always your writing is something to be desired Ana. I am loving the necklace such a beautiful accessory and what a gorgeous outfit
Dean of Little Steps says
That’s a stunning dress and saw this on your Instagram. Suits you really well 🙂
Miracle Max says
Wow, you’re a talented writer. And that Chi Chi dress is gorgeous x
StressedMum says
The dress is beautiful, the whole outfit is lovely, I always seem to be drawn to Chi Chi dresses but never got around to buying yet x
Agata says
I’ve missed your writing Ana. Great story and like always you look totally stunning!
Talya says
A beautiful dress fit for a queen! I must look into Chi Chi….
Jazmin Williams says
This is gorgeous! I love the accessories – especially the sunnies and handbag!
five little doves says
Beautiful writing and beautiful dress!! You always leave me wanting to read more, thank you!
Dannii says
That headband is so pretty. I would love to start wearing more things like that.
jess says
Loved this post, your creativity amazes me. I feel like you should consider putting a little book together for Amazon. I mean, the dress is gorgeous, but your writing is amazing!
Sarah Bailey says
That dress is absolutely stunning and I adore the charm as well, it is absolutely beautiful -. x
Britta says
What a wonderful dress! You look beautiful and classy, love the way you paired it with the sunglasses and necklace. Gorgeous!
Stephanie Merry says
That Chi Chi dress is gorgeous on you and what a fab story x
Charli Bruce says
I loved the story, I was so engrossed all the way through! On a side note you look absolutely beautiful in that dress Ana xx
Natasha Mairs says
I really love this look and those earrings are just gorgeous!!
John Franklin says
What a fantastic story, lots of emotion and a tragic ending like that get’s me every time.
Teresa Bowen says
I was so fascinated by the story I skipped the photos first time around. When I went back to look at them I simply fell in love with the dress. Definitely, fit for a queen.
tara pittman says
You could be the queen in this story. You look good in this dress.
Joanna says
Your dress is gorgeous and u look stunning. I really love your necklace as well.
Jayne @ Sticky Mud and Belly Laughs says
What a beautiful dress! You look absolutely stunning 🙂 x
Anna nuttall says
Wow that dress is gorgeous. You look lovely. xx
Rachel says
Stunning outfit and I am loving the headband it is beautiful x
Jean says
Wow, what great writing! And that dress really suits you 🙂
Jolina says
You must tell me, is that story from a book? I was hooked! And the fact that I am currently watching The Crown on Netflix has nothing to do with it lol. I love your look today, especially that headband. I’m trying to grow out my pixie and need all the help I can get with months of ugly hair ahead of me haha. PS: Love the new look of your blog too!
Jon says
Wow! What an amazing dress! It goes really well with the accessories!
clairejustine says
You write so beautiful.
I love your whole outfit, everything is stunning. How sweet are your earrings too!? Love them. Beautiful dress and have you had a new blog layout? It looks great 🙂
Sarah - let them be small says
that dress is beautiful. it looks like fabulous material and the colour is perfect on you x
Melanie Smith says
Woww! You look fabulous in that outfit!! That dress is so cute, love it!
Harriet from Toby & Roo says
You’re dress is absolutely lush Ana! Loving the hair style too 🙂
Harriet from Toby & Roo says
Oops *your!
Lyndsey O'Halloran says
That dress is absolutely gorgeous. You look stunning in it
blathnaid says
love the post, love the outfit and particularly LOVE the fine details- that chain, that bag and those beautiful sunglasses , all so chic!
Tara says
Knew that was a chichi london dress! Style really suits you, love the new layout too 🙂
Little B & Me says
This dress is SO beautiful on you darling.
The colour & style suits you to a Tee
Dawn McAlexander says
You have a great touch of creativity. I do hope the story will continue. Have you ever considered getting published? I think you have the knack for it.
Fatima says
Wow! Really REALLY like the look. Your dress looks gorgeous and I think its perfect for the holiday season. Also, the accessories look fabulous. Definitely checking these brands.
Angela Tolsma says
I love your outfit. But the story is was wonderful and intriguing and I definitely would love to know more. Is it a book you are writing or casual writings you share?
Memory says
Wow! What a great and deep story. I absolutely love the dress too and how you styled it. So classy and elegant!
Elizabeth O. says
Ana, this is the first time that I’ve seen your blog after a long time. I love the new look! That’s an amazing narrative as always and I really like the necklace that you featured!
Amber Myers says
I love this! What a gorgeous dress. The necklace is amazing too.
Terri Steffes says
I missed you! Glad you are back. The blog design is very nice. Sleek. You seriously need to write that story as a screenplay. I was riveted.
Hey Sharonoox says
Great post! I really like your outfit. The bag and tiara looks so gorgeous on you. Love the story line too.
Claudia Blanton says
this dress is stunning, and you look amazing in it! I love the necklace as well, would order me one, but I just had myself one made, so I need to wait a little while before I am getting myself more jewelry. Love your story, blessings!
Krystel @ Planning The Magic says
I’m loving the necklace. Did you write that story all on your own it was great?
Mary Barham says
You have great style! I LOVE that dress!
Stylooo says
Your outfit, beg, footwear, everything looks awesome. I love your beg very much .
Amanda Love says
It’s such a beautiful story! Thank you, I couldn’t stop until I finished reading the whole post. I love your outfit, Ana! And your accessories are just as lovely.
Kizzy says
Beautiful dress, your story telling is great too. Love the necklace also.
Victoria says
It’s a wonderful story… You look so great in your simply but elegant dress and accesories like your story… love it!
Victoria says
It’s a wonderful story.. You look so great in your simply but elegant dress and accesories like your story… love it!
Carrie says
OMG your storytelling is amazing! I was definitely drawn in to the story. So much I wish there was more… 🙂 Absolutely love this dress and that necklace featured is so stunning!
Sona says
Wow! Love the floral print on the dress… very nice and fresh. I would surely love to add one of These to my collection.
Emma says
Love how you have written this post, so creative! The dress is beautiful, you’ve styled it really well.
Enricoh Alfonzo says
Se manifique! Love the photo journal and descriptions. Totally and irrevocably in LOVE with your writing ana, you are a certified genius author and I hope to read your books some day. Hahah you know you kind of remind me of WonderWoman. So beautiful yet tough, elegant yet athletic, soft yet sturdy. You’d be way better than Gal gadot that’s for sure.
Amazing story. its like a mix of game of thrones and a fairy tale. Whistle* that story took alot of turns.
Natalia Molinero says
That outfit is stunning, you look beautiful, like a queen. I think every detail is perfect <3
Rhian Westbury says
What a great story and the necklace is stunning. Love your new layout as well x
Charlotte says
ooo I love this story! When are you posting the next part, I need to know if the throne will be reclaimed! I love your outfit and style too, very pretty dress.
Paula says
Love how you mix literature and fashion! Great story and beautiful dress 🙂
Nina says
Wow, that is a beautiful story. I love the themes of what womanhood means. I love how in the end you tie it back into the present day and where you live, the UK.
Nina
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Theresa says
What pretty writing! You have such a good writing style and voice. I also love the the gorgeous photos.
Joanna says
Reading between the lines of this story…. the Queen should still be a Queen and escape from her tower where she was locked. She should believe in herself and fight for what’s hers, not letting others decide on how she should live her life. She should search and find the strength inside her heart and break free.
Christine Tatum says
The dress is gorgeous. The storyline and your writing are calling to be in a book. Or a movie with you as the starring role. ❤️❤️
Jessica says
Very classy look and I especially love the floral design pattern of the dress. The necklace is a must have.
Reesa Lewandowski says
I am obsessed with this dress and necklace! You really should look into getting published!
MELANIE EDJOURIAN says
I love the dress, the colour and cut really are flattering. It looks great on you.
Leigh Anne Borders says
What a beautiful outfit! That dress looks great on you!
shannon ritchie says
You have such a beautiful way of writing, such a good read! I love that dress! 🙂
Dana Vento says
oh wow! I love your charm bracelet, your gorgeous dress as well. By the way I like the way you written the story.
Karlyn Cruz says
You’re so lovely! And your charm bracelet are such a beautiful thing.
Teresa Kunberger says
That necklace and dress simply stunning!
Jojo Vito says
beautiful dress, it looked very classy. the accessories were just perfect 🙂
Wren says
Such a classic look, I love it! The dress is beautiful and I love you paired it with simple, yet eye popping accessories!
Samantha says
I love this look! It is gorgeous! I love all the accessories!
William Sweeney says
What a great story!! What a fun dress my wife is always trying out new ones and patterns.
Debra @ Traveling Well For Less says
My first visit to your blog and I was expecting a typical fashion blog. But alas, I’m pleasantly surprised with a literary creation. Love your blog’s unique angle and hook. Looking forward to more posts.
Debra says
What a beautiful necklace I really love the pattern and how it hangs on your neck. It also looks great with the dress.
Ana Ojha says
Beautiful piece of writing and story- telling! You truly look like a queen in your dress and you’ve styled it very nicely with your entire outfit! You look gorgeous as ever and you’ve nailed the dress!
Kara says
What an emotional story. I just adore the dress, it really suits you
Suzanne Spiegoski says
You look like a beauty queen! And that necklace is blinging beyond belief! I love it 😉
dena jayne says
Such a beautiful story, that dress looks amazing on you. Also love the shade of pink that bag is! xo
Sarah says
You always have such beautiful writing. I really admire it. You look amazing here too!
karen says
Wow – did you write this? Really an intense piece of writing! Impressive!! And – as always you look super chic! Swooning over your outfit!
Karlie says
I love that here fashion meets word. You conjure up such wonderful imagery in your writing and pairing that with a great outfit is the cause of great envy. Hoping I can write like you one day!
CourtneyLynne says
Omg loving the dress!!!! This is the type of look I’ve been obsessing over lately!!! So classy and feminine!!!
Kiwi says
You are one of the most unique fashion bloggers out here! I love how you take your fashion post but always script a beautiful fictional or autobiographic story in a post! Love you style of writing and of course I love your style!
Keith Haney says
I really appreciate your blog. You have such unique content. I love the fashion mixed with intellectual depth. I particularly love this quote this week. “Nestled in a bed of ombre leaves lies the key to the kingdom, a bittersweet reminder of love lost and gone, lives slaughtered, gone before their time.”
Echo says
That’s enough to harden anyone’s heart. I absolutely adore that necklace!
Celeste SunDragonLady says
Amazing story. I just love how you were able to showcase your jewelry ads beautiful dress around your story. That ex husband probably had no idea of his fate. Lol 😉
Mellissa Williams says
What a beautiful dress, you look gorgeous in this like a Hollywood star of yesteryear. You always have a heartfelt story behind your posts.
yvonne says
Ana, this is an absolutely captivating story. I was hooked and want to read more! x
Hannah says
I love that dress it’s such a pretty print and style x
Francesca says
Beautiful such a stunning, beautiful piece!! Your writing is so beautiful!
Taylor Mobley says
I love this dress. it is SO SO stunning. I love that it is modest without sacrificing style. That is my kind of outfit — seriously. And you pull it off amazing! Way to go! Happy Thanksgiving.
Tanya Brannan says
I don’t know what I love more… the story or that dress!!! I love how you write, and your stories always draw me in. As for the dress, it is simply stunning!! I love the base colour and the pattern, and you have accessorised it perfectly. Just beautiful xxx
Tabitha Shakespeare says
You write beautifully. All of the imagery is lovely and the story is captivating! You look gorgeous as always, that dress is to die for and it’s styled perfectly!
Rachel Catherine says
You look gorgeous in that dress and I love so many things about this look! Great look on the blog now too!
Zakiya Gayle | Have That Cake says
That was an awesome blend of spoken word / poetry / short story thing with your fashion!!! Loved it!
Agnes Dela Cruz says
I so love the color and the design. it matches your skin tone and perfect for this holiday season parties.
christina aliperti says
You are a very talented writer, your words captivated me! I also love the dress and your entire look, just gorgeous!
Toughcookiemommy says
This entire outfit is absolutely beautiful. I love long dresses like this one with vibrant colors. They are so classy and fashionable.
krystal says
Lovely storytelling that made me want MORE! I love that look. The handbag is darling.
Jasmine Eclipse says
Everything about this post is so captivating. Your words, your dress, everything is done with so much grace! (And I also love your new blog design!)
Kathy Kenny Ngo says
What a lovely dress you got there. You’re beautiful as always.
ashley says
This is such a pretty dress! You look absolutely beautiful in it. Love the necklace too!
Lauretta Wright says
I’m pretty sure even if you weren’t wearing such a beautiful dress, you’d rock any look! Even jeans and t-shirt. Ah well…..once I have lost that excess weight perhaps I’ll squeeze into something equally as beautiful!
Hayley Warren says
I absolutely love that dress! You look amazing! Some of the most flattering dresses I’ve worn have been from Chi Chi.
Ruxandra says
Such a beautiful and fascinating story! The dress looks so great on you, you look so beautiful!
Leah LS says
You look positively regal in this outfit and the story is just lovely x
Sarah says
Your posts are always so well-written! Also, I’m loving the dress and especially the necklace!
Zoe IKIWN says
I couldn’t stop reading that from beginning to end, such an evocative and beautifully written story. I always really enjoy your writing. And, as ever, you look beautiful – that dress looks like it was made for you. x
Sarah says
I love your writing, as always. Plus this dress is gorgeous!
fashionmommywm says
This is one of my fave ever ‘Ana’ outfits, and I love the story too, lovely post.
fabzlist says
looking lovely…loved the dress and and the neckband! your dressing is always to the point!
Peachy @ The Peach Kitchen says
I love the dress!! The color and print suits you really well.
hannah says
Your dress looks awesome and i really like that necklace too. Thanks for sharing
Natalie Redman says
Gorgeous dress!
Jodie Whitham says
The story is beautiful – you should write more tales like it. I love stories of royalty but don’t usually read them (if that makes sense). I love the necklace! x